CONTRADICTIONS

In a crowd I wish to be left alone,

When I am all alone I crave for someone by my side.

When I reach the spot light afterstruggle,

I wish I had stayed in the shadow forever.

On a bright day, I hope for some showers,

When it rains I wish to soak in the sun.

Before it starts, I pray for it toend,

When the end draws, I long for more.

I think its better to remain silent,

When I do, I wish I had expressed better.

I decide to reach out but pull my hand quickly,

but sooner wish I had not acted on my instinct

When I am care-free I wish to take things seriously,

When I am bothered, well I say take it easy.

Thoughts contradicting action is possible, but thoughts challenging thoughts?! I believe is possible and more so indispensable to GO ON...

After all didn't some one say-"life is full of contradictions"! and that's what makes life interesting too.